Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Eve


Like standing at the edge of a precipice. Toes at the end of the road, peering down, leaning just a bit to see just how far down is. Imagining the jump, the fall, the flying part. Pulled by gravity, that great equalizer, dream killer, necessary rock, your pal for life or otherwise life would be in space...or no life. How well can you play with gravity on the ledge, teetering, deciding to leap, or maybe just backing up and going home? The Eve is the edge. Growing toward evening, leveling, toward the balanced mix between light and dark. On the Eve of a new revolve of the earth, now we start again...but first we have to jump into the dark new, into what we can only imagine but never ever never know until we're there landed next to gravity, our arms around each other like pals, meeting again in another new year after tipping over from the eve of the last.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

O Christmas Tree



















Aren't the real ones the best ones? Pulling a tree indoors, into your house, they bring with them the chill of outside, the raw smell of open spaces, they look out of place, bark, hard bark, green needles used to wind and night and sun, used to weather. They seem a bit uncomfortable (from the little we understand of tree communiques). There's a ceiling. There are walls. And strange inorganic shapes like a sofa and chair, a table that looks familiar, the wood of it has a grain, but the shape, four right angles propped up on sticks. Looks all wrong. Like the world has shape-shifted and indoors is king. The world has shape-shifted. And indoors is king. The tree stays a while, wears a collection of funny hats, is wired to be lit. It stands and watches the life of humans moving from room to room, passing by, sniffing deeply. They love that pine scent. And then after a few days the hats and lights are removed and out you go. Please make yourself invisible now. We don't want you indoors. You no longer have roots so you can't live outdoors. You're tossed somewhere or chipped up. Your short life, considered by some to be a celebration, is really just a short-lived casualty of room decor.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Walk On By


The crunch of grit fills the soles of your shoes with tiny earthquake sounds and avalanches. (The grit settles from the busyness of goings-on, from urban madness to rural quietude.) Grit on the ground, sidewalk, or shoulder collects on our boots...magnetizes each step to follow the other. The body swings forward in tune with the blood pumping there. Muscles are up and awake, feeling their oats, knowing aliveness. Joints jive beneath the surface of motion. Up. Lift. Down. Swing. Wind in your hair. Counting stone slates, eyes absorbing passing dandelions, don't step on cracks, scuff, a heel catches a grating, here's some mud. (If you would walk on and on for days and days, you'd be far away, each inch you pass would get to know you and you know it.) Physically touching the planet, noticing it's there, visiting it stroll by stroll, taking it in stride, mobilizing upon it as it sideswipes the universe with its own spinning strut.